I know I shouldn’t let Stefan start getting in my head…
But damn it, he has.
He just couldn’t leave it alone. And now he’s been bombarding me with all these old interviews and Youtube videos…
And the more he shows me, the more it’s really starting to feel like…
I talked to Lettie about it, and even she’s starting to believe it. She keeps saying we need to talk to Mama about it…
But Stefan and I both agree that it’s a BAD idea. Even if this all turns out to be some wild goose chase, I don’t think she’d be too happy if she found out what we were doing.
And I don’t think I could blame her. I mean, I already feel like I’m… I dunno. “Cheating” on Papa or something. I’m not sure how else to describe it. I mean, we have a Vater already. We don’t need another one.
But I guess Stefan’s curiosity must be contagious or something…
Hell, I’m even stalking this guy on social media. And that’s making the whole thing even harder.
This Joshua Yuen… He’s always talking about his wife and his kids. He even shares a few family pictures on Twitter sometimes (Pretty ballsy, if you ask me. The public doesn’t even know my kids’ names, let alone what they look like).
But anyway, it just… feels so WEIRD knowing he has this family without us… I mean, assuming he’s really who we think he is.
What the Hell would he want with a couple of adult sons he’s never even met? He already has a family… And so do we. We don’t need him. And he certainly doesn’t need us.
But Stefan won’t listen. He keeps telling me I need to talk to Nora. Grandpa still keeps in touch with her, and she’s even stopped by to visit a couple times over the past few years… Could she really be our Tante? Have we had a member of our family right under our noses all this time?!
I have no idea how I’m supposed to do this. I mean sure, I’ve dropped her the odd email every now and then, but how the Hell am I supposed to suddenly ask for her Bruder’s address without sounding like a total creep?!
This isn’t a good idea. I know it isn’t.
There’s no way this can end well.