Nothing makes sense anymore.
I think girls must be crazy or something. Because my Mama and Colette are both acting so damn weird right now.
Mama and I got into a pretty big fight last weekend. It was BAD. For both of us. I don’t think I’ve ever talked to my Mama like that before… And I felt like such a dick afterward, you know?
I was just so mad. I tried to talk to her about visiting Colette for the holidays this year, and she shot me down. Again. And I guess something in me just sorta snapped.
I just don’t get what her problem is. I really don’t.
But no matter how mad she makes me… She’s still my Mutter. And I really did feel bad.
But then – get this – she came and apologized to ME. Crazy, right?
She said she was sorry, but that she still thinks I’m too young to travel on my own…
But she promised I could go to Colette’s for Christmas NEXT year, as long as I pay for it.
And when I asked about Colette coming to visit this summer, she actually said she’d think about it!
I know that doesn’t sound like much, but honestly? I’ll take what I can get right now.
And I should probably be a lot happier about it. But right now, I’m just feeling really… confused.
Mostly because of Colette.
She’s been acting so weird, ever since school started back up. I mean, she’s almost never online to chat, she barely texts me anymore… It’s like she’s avoiding me or something.
And I can’t help it… I’m kinda starting to panic.
At first I thought maybe this whole long distance thing was starting to get to her or something. I mean, it really does suck, y’know? Especially with how annoying our parents are being.
So I figured telling her she might be able to visit next summer would make her really excited… Turn it all around and stuff.
But it didn’t.
I told her what Mama said about letting her come visit. And do you know what she said?
That was it. One word.
What the Hell?!
I’m totally freaking out right now. And I have NO idea what to do. Every time I try to ask about it, she just tells me that she’s fine.
But she’s NOT fine.
Something’s wrong. And I really wish I knew what to –