3.12: Ending or Beginning?

Holy SHIT.

I almost can’t believe it.

Last night, Colette and I… The two of us, we… Woah.


I decided to take Stefan and Papa’s advice… “Go for it”, y’know?

But I guess I kinda took their advice farther than I was planning to.

And it was… Well, a lot of things. Definitely not quite as perfect as all those dirty videos like to make it out to be. It was scary as Hell. Kinda awkward at first. A lot messier than I thought it’d be.

And absolutely fucking amazing.

We laid together for a long time afterward. Falling asleep for a while, then waking up and deciding to try again… It was incredible.


I just keep thinking about her. The way she feels. Smells. Tastes. Everything.

What if it was really our last night together?


We walked down to the lake this morning, and sat together to watch the sunrise. Neither of us said a word. We didn’t have to. It was perfect.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt closer to anyone in my entire life. Ever.


And now, in just a couple hours, we’ll be saying goodbye. For who knows how long. And it’s just not fair…


This can’t really be the end, can it?


It feels too much like a beginning.


45 thoughts on “3.12: Ending or Beginning?

    1. I’m glad! ^_^ I have been enjoying writing such nice and happy things! Now the question is just how long it will last 😛


  1. Omg! I’m positive we’ll be met with little tiny feet some time in the futute 😉
    This was so adorable! But knowing you, it can’t stay this cute and carefree.

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    1. I’m glad you liked it! ^_^ I have loved writing this happy stuff hehehe (and as for tiny feet… Maybe someday! Assuming their parents let them stay together…)

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  2. This is sooooo cute ❤ 'a little messier than I thought' lmao, I've been there xD

    I love this teenage lovie-dovie stuff. Too adorable. Sad that they have to say goodbye soon.. But hopefully, they'll be reunited again! (Althoughg, coming from you, I'm expecting some drama and tears soon… This has been too cute for too long :p)

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    1. I’m glad you enjoyed it! I have loved writing their romance so much! But… Well, things might not stay this cute for long 😉


  3. Well. I have had three updates to catch up on and I read this one first, got seriously confused, realised my mistake, gone back and read the last two and now…
    That was HOT.
    *logical mind takes over*
    I mean, seriously? In the woods? When some poor child might walk in on you? I guess this really is the theme of Ashes to Ashes. 😉 Next generation, it might be a rocket or observatory, for all we know.
    Still, #TeamToCo all the way. I really hope their parents don’t muck it up. And I hope Mari finally confronts her Diego drama so she can 100% move on. I think she’s only 98.65% moved on at the moment.
    (Oh, and please say they used protection!)
    Oo, new banner! 🙂

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    1. Hahahaha I’m so glad you caught up, and sorry for the confusion XD

      And omg I’m laughing imagining some innocent little camper walking outside and finding them LMAO that would be awful! But yeah, this is fiction so I thought having them lose their virginity in the woods together under the stars would be all hot and romantic and stuff… If you don’t think logically XD

      We’ll see how their parents react to their relationship! (She may be even less moved-on than you think… Assuming Diego is actually involved at all, of course! :P)

      We can hope they used protection, but who knows! And I’m glad you like the banner ^_^ (okay I think I covered everything haha)

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      1. Yes, I’m much more of a logical thinker when it comes to fictional romances! 😀
        Oh dear. Maybe I still have an extortionate amount of faith in Mari.
        And of course Diego is involved! You even admitted to ungoblinfying Colette! 😉

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      1. I like it; it says Just in case you guys were getting carried away with the cute puppy love, rest assured that this is still a Citizen Erased story and all that could possible go wrong will go wrong 😛

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  4. I know that this comment isn’t very positive, but I don’t think anyone is taking this the right way. There’s two teenagers banging in woods and I don’t think Tobi bought condoms, breakings laws. Also, I don’t think the camp they’ve gone to allows sex and they’re sneaking off to spend time together. Also, their parents don’t want them to be together, so their breaking their trust. So far there breaking three things, the law, camp rules and their parents trust.

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  5. ♥♥♥♥♥

    Now when will the shit hit the fan? ( #teamnofaith till gen 4 comes…) Because, you know… That banner tells me shit hits the fan real soon… I wonder if maybe Collette got pregnant…? (Karma for breaking so many rules and things, as z3nco kindly pointed out…)

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    1. Hahaha I do love them together! We’ll be hearing from Mari in tomorrow’s chapter, actually! So soon 😛


  6. YES! I died laughing when he made that face. That shot was not planned at first, then he did that expression and I was like “OMG this is the perfect ‘I just got lucky’ face” XD

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