2.30: Over

Well, we had a good run. But it’s finally over.

And I really think it’s better this way. For both of us.

It’ll just take some getting used to, I guess.

02-15-16_4-10-27 PM

My family is being all nosey and annoying again, of course. I think dad’s been pulling mãe to the dark side or something, because even SHE’S been up my ass about this whole thing. Why can’t they just leave me alone? I’m FINE. And he wasn’t even my boyfriend anyway.

02-15-16_4-32-42 PM

And speaking of boyfriends… Lina has been ALL OVER hers lately. Ugh. Talk about rubbing salt in someone’s wounds. I can’t stand seeing them together. It makes me want to scream. It makes me want to call Humberto and apologize. It makes me want to  

02-15-16_5-11-22 PM

It’s so annoying. And disgusting! Seeing them makeout all over the place makes me sick. Like, literally sick to my stomach. I had forgotten what that felt like… When your heart’s so goddamn broken that it makes you physically sick. It’s horrible. Unbearable. I hate it.

02-15-16_4-03-58 PM

Thank God Gabriela’s too young for that shit. She’s been really sweet annoying throughout this whole mess over the past year… And right now is no exception. I’ve been trying to humor her a bit more than usual, I guess. And honestly? She’s probably the only person in the house who’s making me feel any better.

02-15-16_6-08-24 PM

Humberto keeps trying to call me, of course. And he’s been blowing up my phone with texts every day. Not trying to get back together or anything, of course. He’s not THAT stupid. He knows what’s good for him. He just won’t shut up about how worried he is about me, and how I need “help”. Sounds just like my dad! Pretty sure I’m gonna end up blocking his number if he doesn’t leave me alone soon.

02-15-16_5-15-07 PM

So yeah, nothing else has changed much, really.

Still working my same boring job day after day.

02-15-16_5-16-35 PM

Still going out alone every night.

02-15-16_5-43-06 PM

Still trying to keep my head above water.

It’s like they always say – Same shit, different day.

Pretty much sums up my life right now.

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38 Responses to 2.30: Over

  1. Senna says:

    “literally sick to my stomach”

    Is this gonna be foreshadowing to what I think it is? 😮

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  2. virtualee says:

    ::throws Mari a pregnancy test and hides behind a bush to avoid any retaliation:: PINK means you’re pregnant!!! Poor Berto is probably asking himself if he should call the producers of Intervention…PS Gabriela is Adorable!

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  3. JoieWilder says:

    Mari, I really kind of want to beat you about the head with a cudgel until you see sense again.

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  4. raerei says:

    Sounds like it’s not quite the shock you need to pull yourself out of this mess, Mari. What more can we do to make you see sense and seek help?!

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  5. silentwolfy101 says:

    I sense some foreshadowing… :3

    Please, Mari… I hope he comes to the house and meets her parents. I hope that happens. Because I don’t want this relationship to fall apart… I don’t want it to… And it’s already gone to shit… Don’t let it fall apart, please!

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  6. kaffepigen says:

    I have this theory that she finds out she’s pregnant, holds back from calling Humberto, then finally breaks down and calls him. She calls all of her past lovers as well and make them all do a test to see who the father is. It turns out it’s Humberto. Then while they are planning what they are going to do, she realizes she loves him and can’t let him go again. She goes to therapy and he helps her through it all, then they finally get married, have more children and lives the rest of their lives together, happy 😀 I totally hope i’m right!!!

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  7. Jes2G says:

    Feels weird not to comment, but I have nothing to say this time around.

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  8. peacesign101 says:

    OH MY GOD SHE’S PREGNANT ISN’T SHE?! You better call back Humberto!

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  9. Hales says:

    She is pregnant which will make her stop drinking then she will hold little Humberto Jr and realize all she has done wrong and happily ever after… I hope bc i know better then to cross the street with out looking both ways ..cough..untrustworthy..cough😄😆

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  10. rinellie says:

    I feel so sorry for Mari 😦 It was sweet to see her bonding with Gabriela though. Awesome writing as always. You know how to make your readers care about someone!

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    • CitizenErased14 says:

      Thanks Rinellie! I actually think you are one of only a few who still feel bad for Mari XD So I appreciate knowing that there are still some of you 😛 Thanks so much for reading! ❤

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  11. Spottydog714 says:

    Gabriella! We are forever in your dept for making your sister feel better! 🙂

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  12. I wonder if the pregnancy and the lack of alcohol would help her keep her head clean and actualy THINK like a normal person for a change…or if it would just make her sex addiction worse to compensate?

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  13. JLBDreams16 says:

    I’m up to here now and man is Mari mixed up in the head. She’s throwing away the good things presented for cheap thrills that let her run away from reality. Still really good and hopefully I’ll catch up this weekend.

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    • CitizenErased14 says:

      Yes, Mari is definitely not well mentally/emotionally. She really needs help! Hopefully she’ll get some? 🙂 You’re close to finding out!!! Thanks for reading ^_^

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  14. *continues running* I AM NOT HAPPY RIGHT NOW

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  15. I think she may be…?? Hmm. If so it may be the kick up the ass she needs to get help.

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  16. theceltygirly says:

    I want her to feel better!!! I’m feeling physical pain for someone that doesn’t exist. (This happens whenever I read anything. I want to help everyone.)

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