Well, we had a good run. But it’s finally over.
And I really think it’s better this way. For both of us.
It’ll just take some getting used to, I guess.
My family is being all nosey and annoying again, of course. I think dad’s been pulling mãe to the dark side or something, because even SHE’S been up my ass about this whole thing. Why can’t they just leave me alone? I’m FINE. And he wasn’t even my boyfriend anyway.
And speaking of boyfriends… Lina has been ALL OVER hers lately. Ugh.
Talk about rubbing salt in someone’s wounds. I can’t stand seeing them together. It makes me want to scream. It makes me want to call Humberto and apologize. It makes me want to
It’s so annoying. And disgusting! Seeing them makeout all over the place makes me sick. Like, literally sick to my stomach.
I had forgotten what that felt like… When your heart’s so goddamn broken that it makes you physically sick. It’s horrible. Unbearable. I hate it.
Thank God Gabriela’s too young for that shit. She’s been really sweet annoying throughout this whole mess over the past year… And right now is no exception. I’ve been trying to humor her a bit more than usual, I guess.
And honestly? She’s probably the only person in the house who’s making me feel any better.
Humberto keeps trying to call me, of course. And he’s been blowing up my phone with texts every day. Not trying to get back together or anything, of course. He’s not THAT stupid. He knows what’s good for him. He just won’t shut up about how worried he is about me, and how I need “help”. Sounds just like my dad! Pretty sure I’m gonna end up blocking his number if he doesn’t leave me alone soon.
So yeah, nothing else has changed much, really.
Still working my same boring job day after day.
Still going out alone every night.
Still trying to keep my head above water.
It’s like they always say – Same shit, different day.
Pretty much sums up my life right now.