I’m such a fucking idiot.
I knew I would fuck it all up eventually. I always do.
It was just a matter of time.
I should have tried harder to warn him. I knew trying to be friends would be a huge mistake. But it’s too late now. Way too late.
I thought last night was just gonna be a normal trip to the movies. We’d gone tons of times before. No big deal, right?
I don’t know what the Hell came over me. He just turned to me and started staring. Looking at me like he… I dunno. But no guy has looked at me like that in a long time.
Damn it, he’s just so sweet and genuine and strong and sexy and…
I couldn’t help myself.
And it only got worse from there.
He started spewing all this cheesy romantic shit, and I totally fell for it. Hook, line, and sinker.
We ended up back at his place, and then next thing I knew…
It was the first time I’ve screwed anyone while sober. Ever.
And oh my God, it was good. More than good.
Intimate. Beautiful. Amazing.
Maybe the best I’ve ever had.
I can’t do this. We can’t do this.
I waited until he was fast asleep and tried to pull myself away – sneak out before he’d even notice I was gone.
But God damn it. One look at him, and I just couldn’t.
For the first time in my entire life, I spent the night in someone’s arms.
And it felt so damn good.
Featuring Humberto from VirtuaLee’s Cursed Beauty !