2.12: Someday

Alright, shocker. I’m not gonna open with another rant about Natalia this time. Or even Lina. Not today, at least.

Remember a while ago, when I wrote about that horrible, humiliating, hide-under-the-covers-and-never-come-out-again conversation with my parents?

Well after chickening out for like, EVER, I finally sat down and talked to Diego about wanting to wait.

My birthday’s in a couple of weeks, which also means we’re coming up on our anniversary too. And, well it just felt like the right time to bring it up, y’know? I mean, we’ve already been waiting, I guess. But I wanted him to know that I wanted to wait a little longer… Not forever. Just… a while.

And even if it wasn’t quite as awkward as that conversation with my parents, it was about a million times scarier.

1

What if he thought I was being stupid? What if he didn’t want to wait? Would he dump me right then and there? Should I have even said anything at all? What if I was ruining everything by opening my big mouth?

I literally felt like I was gonna throw up… Like, LITERALLY literally. And I guess that would have solved part of the problem, at least. I mean, he’d never want me after that. And I probably wouldn’t have even blamed him. Gross!

Anyway, after all that panicking, it turned out I didn’t really have anything to worry about.

2

We talked about it for a few minutes, and he agreed we should wait, and that we shouldn’t do anything we aren’t comfortable with. “Hey, there’s no rush.” He promised. “We’ll wait until we’re both ready.”

And, of course, there’s plenty of other things we can do together in the meantime… Diego was sure to remind me of that.

4

Guess he’s a romantic like me after all.

People always talk about feeling like a weight’s been lifted off your shoulders. Well, I think I finally get what they mean. It really took so much of the pressure off… And I’m so glad he understands. But I guess it shouldn’t be that big of a surprise – I mean, Diego’s always been the only one who really “gets” me.

I guess moments like this are really what make me feel sure that it IS going to be him, someday.

3

God, I sound like my dad or something. He’s always really been a believer in destiny — that some things are just sorta ‘meant to be’. I guess I can kinda see where he gets that from… Back when I was a kid though, I always rolled my eyes at that stuff, even after talking to Auntie Ev.

But the longer Diego and I are together, the more I think I’m finally starting to see it… My future, my fate is with him. It has to be.

Someday we’ll be ready. Someday we’ll take that next step together.

And, well, when we finally do make it there, something tells me it will be worth the wait.

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35 Responses to 2.12: Someday

  1. Spottydog714 says:

    *Nudge* When you have the time, make a chapter page for Mari. Or am I blind? Is it somewhere, just I can’t find it!
    Do you keep score?
    Sorry for the pestering, I really did enjoy reading this update!

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    • CitizenErased14 says:

      Mari’s chapters are just in the normal chapter index 🙂 I can’t make a special image for her generation until it’s over, because of spoilers XD All of her chapters should be in the regular index though 🙂 (and no, I decided not to score because I have broken a few rules :P)

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  2. julyvee94 says:

    Where is the but?! I have a feeling this is too good to be true *glares* but I’m still happy for them 🙂

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  3. Senna says:

    Good to hear Diego feels the same way about waiting!

    Although…I can’t help but feel worried that something bad’s going to happen in the future… 😮

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  4. virtualee says:

    Angel on my right shoulder says “aweee aren’t they precious!” blink blink (p.s. my angel is really adorbs)
    The devil on my left shoulder…wait where the hell did he go?

    I love that Mari identifies with her dad so much, and in many ways she patterns herself like Alex. It is admirable how she looks up to her Papa you know?

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  5. silentwolfy101 says:

    I love how everybody (including me) is skeptical of Diego. >.>

    I feel like she’s going to be exactly like her dad until… *DUN DUN DUN* She gets her heart broken. Then, I feel like she’s going to be like her mom was…

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  6. kaffepigen says:

    Wow It’s crazy how many comments you’ve already gotten 😀 Anyway, great chapter! 🙂

    Liked by 1 person

  7. peacesign101 says:

    Glad to see Mari is more of a romantic 🙂 I actually thought she was more like Jade despite the last chapter 😛 Great part?

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  8. Jes2G says:

    Nice chapter. I can’t say what I want to say…you know why :-p

    Liked by 1 person

  9. ninjapigsims says:

    Yay for Diego being respectful about Mari’s feelings and wishes! I’m actually feeling pretty relieved about that, not gonna lie.

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  10. Simslover163 says:

    That’s great that Diego respected Mari’s feelings and wishes! I was worried that he wouldn’t.

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  11. But….Diego is a douche? Lovey-dovey? Super experienced? I am peering at his face like….yeah no

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  12. I’m glad he was ok with waiting 🙂 Poor Mari – that must’ve been nerve-wrecking

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  13. theceltygirly says:

    ” Like, LITERALLY literally.”
    XD
    Anyway, that’s always a weird conversation I assume, never know if it’s too forward. I really like Mari, so I’m glad she’s the heir. Then again, the person in the spotlight is easier to grow attached to. I dunno!

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  14. kaycee39 says:

    Ok I’m feeling like things are to perfect for these two and something awful is going to happen. I’m normally an optimist but idk 😐 I feel it lol

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